I thought I was quite good at spotting all the things we say, without saying them out loud. Body language, tone, intonation, inflection, carefully constructed phrases, and so on. I am absolutely certain that I am getting incredibly mixed signals from this guy I am seeing, and I am not sure how to proceed.

I am wondering if it's actually worth persevereing with at all.

Anyway, I am so tired today, I really need to sort my sleep pattern out, it's doing my health no good at all.

I've decided to write something, I am not entirely sure what yet, perhaps part of one of the books in my head, or perhaps something less time consuming.

Perhaps I can cheer myself up by writing something that amuses me.